
I am just devastated - thinking of her lost out there in the cold and dark. Her family is in St Louis and they let us know via an email - and won't return our calls or emails. We just want to help find her.
There is a big part of me that says if they find her I want her back to stay. I don't know if that is the right thing to do - and if I would still want her it weren't these extenuating circumstances.....I just don't know.......anything except my heart hurts and I feel like I'm going to throw up every time I think of it......and I can't think of anything else.....